H.B. Pattskyn Ç 5 DownloadMy face He d tell me where to go and how to "Get There And In " there and in what position I should fuck the horse I rode in on A chance encounter over a grey leather collar nleashes Jason s inner submissive taking him to places he had only dared visit in a fantasy and the result a beautifully narrated MayDecember BDSM Romance45 stars LOVED ITThis is my first book by Ms Pattskyn a book I won t forget in a hurry and one I thoroughly enjoyed It is told completely from Jason s point of view and how wonderful it was to be privy to the inner musings of this boy confused by the sexual awakening of his subservient nature Both Jason and Henry are such well developed characters with very clear voices and distinct personalities All my motherly instincts engaged with Jason I wanted nothing than to delve into the
pages wrap him in my arms and smother him with hugswrap him in my
and smother him with kisses whereas Henry our experienced Dom at 40 years old was all powerful his voice and words alone seductive Hell I wanted to get down on my knees and kiss his feetWhen Jason admires the beauty of a handmade leather collar with the feel of the leather and the thought of it against his skin arousing his baser instincts little does he know that it will change his life forever When not only does he want the collar but also the man responsible for it s makingHenry Durand at 40 years old was drawn to this boy with no confidence he saw Jason s desires hidden beneath the shy blushes was aroused by the perfect submissive he saw deep down in the depths of his innocent eyes as though pleading with him to take control to show him the true euphoria he could experienceThis is Jason s first time in BDSM play and he is curious but has doubts Is it just a kink Is it something he really wants or just a fantasy Asylum and Other Stories uestioning his own sanity at times for getting himself into this situation but his body is in a state of More Please Sir and testing the limits of his desires I loved how his sensitive soul was displayed how eager to please he was and his embarrassment at having to verbalise his desires Something Henry was eager for him to do to talk about his boundaries to be comfortable with his inner sub and to see that it is not abhorrent to be in the scene but that to some it was a normal way of life and to embrace it rather than be ashamed of what his heart and body is cravingIt was beautiful to see the connection between these two characters how Jason was bursting with pride at Henry s complements smiles and gestures of kindness He was Henry s total focus nothing else mattered in their time together it was just the two of them and he was humbled that Henry would cherish him in such a way But this was a short term deal the weekend only and now Jason is even confused and lost than he was before and distraught at the thought of never seeing Henry again and with his insecurities playing out scenarios in his head my heart was breaking for himThey are separated by 8 hours not conducive to a 247 masterslave relationship and with some misunderstanding and communication problems Jason turns to his ex Terry spurred on by his supposedly best friend Kendra who as far as I am concerned needs a good slap and wakep call for her prejudices What a bitch she would be no friend of mineSo poor Jason His best friend chastises him on his choices his Father is a mean Banana Fish, Tome 14 : uncaring bastard his ex boyfriend has turned over a new leaf yeh right and the only person who ever asks him what he wants what he needs the only person that really cares enough to ask in the first place is Henry view spoilerWhen he actually gives Jason the grey collar he so loved that was it I was crying again hide spoiler I think Simsala s review said it allI really really enjoyed this story Not hardcore BDSM but not sugar kink just highly satisfying restraint and floggingpaddling with a very touching look inside the sub s headspace Please HB Pattskyn will you write a seuel I don t know how I feel about this book I liked parts I loved parts and other parts made me wonder why I was reading it The good was then the bad and I would like a seuel as the ending was abruptParts of the domination in this book was a little too much for me not that it disturbed me but I didn t think it was responsible for a Dom to start out with a person who was only starting to feel his way with this lifestyle with such an intense session That made it too hard for me to engage my heart with these characters so I had to drop back my rating a little Posted at Shelf InflictedI don t read a lot of BDSM stories just because I associate them with pain and I really don t get off on pain With the right partner however loving dominance and submission. Who insists Jason try it on When Henry asks Jason to be his model at a bondage demo Jason agrees despite his lack of experience as a sub and endsp spending a no strings attached weekend exploring his kinky side with a virtual stranger Then the con is over Jason and Henry go their separate ways and it’s back to real life Com. ,Arms And Smother Him With
To get it out of wayThe book contains some pretty BDSM scenes no edge play or humilationpublic exposure If this is not your cup of teaDid the story have scenes no edge play or humilationpublic exposure butOuch If this is not your cup of teaDid the story have for me HmmmmyesWhat rubbed me the wrong way was the firstinitial scenePutting a rookie sub through the wringer like that Uhthe stuff Henry put out of his BDSM toy box and Cirsova (Issue used would turn Conan into a sobbing mess just sayingOk after that poor Jason knew what he was getting intono doubtAND at the end of the story Henry didn t say IT backwhyThe story is 247 Masterslave romance only No sub plot but I didn t miss one After the MCs met at a SF convention and their first weekend together I resigned myself to reading one sexBDSM scene after another but to my surprise it turned out to be a very well written and thought out maydecember 2240 love story between an experienced Dom and a young going to be sub I devoured it in one go and snarled at everyone who dared to interrupt meI loved the charactersAt first I pegged Henry as an all knowing Dom would have been a pet peeve who always knows what s best for his sub but again I was wrong He like Jason had his doubts and fears He was able to apologize for mistakes and knew when to backp or to stop in the middle of a scene and take care of his boy He put the needs of his sub first and saw his role as a Dom like everyday guidance and support But oh man what a sexy deliciously evil kinky son of a prick his words not mine He could charm the pants off the saintest monkNo such troubles with Jason I just wanted to hug him save him fromHenry s clutches at first save him from his Nuestra propuesta inconclusa. Ecuador-Perú unloving father and family his onoff boyfriend Terry and non supporting soon to be ex best friends Isually don t like when characters cry a lot but Jason was an exception I felt with him The Volleyball Coaching Bible - Volume II (The Volleyball Coaching Bible, understood his fears and emotional turmoil and Conan Not once did he come across as whinyAnother forte of this story was the not trying to explain Jason s need to submit Aside from his mother s death there were no traumatic events in his youth or abuse He likes to submit being whipped likes to be disciplined and someone telling him what to do In short he wants Henry and HIS collar damn itThe icing on the cake was the musicThe Stringarted playing Metallica as background music in a BDSM scene That did itThe String Diccionario trilingüe Miskitu - Sumu-Mayangna - Español uartet Tribute to Metallica Master Of Puppets Say your prayers little onehow fittingmuhahahahaLater on I switched to Apocalyptica and I had a great book with a great soundtrackmade my dayNOTEI remembered a friend complaining in a review to HB Pattskyn s first book about excessivelysing substitutes for first names like smaller manolder man and so on One of my favorite pet peeves too so I peeked at the expert to this book oh the cover at DSP through slightly spread fingers ready to bolt butthey are gone Vanished into thin airthanks Big misunderstanding I m embarrassed to admit that I got this book for all the wrong reasons With a recent Teen Wolf fanfic binge still fresh in mind my brain short circuited The Very First Christmas Stocking the Gifts of the 7 Coins upon reading the word knot as in werewolf shape shifters knotting Not as in knotting ropes for BDSM scenes Huh Yeah that s why I m ashamed to disclose my inadeuate thought processSo this is formalized BDSM with a capital F The BDSM here is entirely safe sane and consensual As opposed to the hardcore BDSM books out there this one has a cozy feel to it It manages to be kind of heartwarming without becoming too much of a cotton candy fest There ar Intense and fast paced journey for Jason as he takes his first step into the waters he s been eyeing for years Except that first step is an awfully big one and he gets deep fastFor a Masterslave story this is very loving Often when you read these they come across as My Way or The Highway but though Henry is hardcore his strength and dedication come through crystal clear He pushes Jason faster than I d think possible but that s because he sees something in him that he s trying to allow to emerge that s been buried for years Jason s worries and fears and the actions of good intentioned friends and less so family are in direct conflict of where he thinks he wants to goThere are hurdles to be jumped and Jason has to make decisions I really enjoyed the perspective on an emerging slave s mind and the obstacles and rewards he facesFavoriteote I really don t know If you re the one making all the decisions he can t just tell you no Like hell he can t If I completely ignore my boy s limits and desires and try to force him into something that s no good for him then I don t deserve his service If he was smart something I know you are he would take my collar off his neck and throw it in. Jason Kennly needs to get a closer look when he spots a gray leather collar from across the dealers’ room at a science fiction convention even if there’s no way he can afford it on his college student budget After all looking is free But then he spots something he wants even than the collar leather booth owner Henry Durand. Bondage spanking and blindfolding can Be Extremely Puts A extremely eroticJason puts a of trust in Henry early on and though their sex blisteringly hot some of their encounters made me suirm a little Boundaries were pushed but I trusted that Henry would respect Jason s hard and soft limits and at no time did he betray my trust Trust works both ways according to Henry I only just met you too Jason Trust is a two way street You have to trust that I m not a psycho and I have to trust that you re not gonna go telling all your friends bout how some creepy old dude raped you I have to trust that you re not gonna have second thoughts in the morning and call the cops
Henry May Be An Experienced Dom But He Also Hasmay be an experienced Dom but he also has vulnerable and tender side that is not sufficiently explored in this story Jason lacks confidence has difficulty communicating his needs and desperately needs acceptance His on off relationship with his boyfriend Terry is frustrating Terry has been rather inconsiderate on numerous occasions and Jason is Twisted (LOST, unable to let Terry know what he wants and needs His best friend Kendra borders on being too meddlesome but she genuinely cares for Jason and has a very good reason to be concerned about his relationship with Henry Jason does not have a good relationship with his father who wasnexpectedly saddled with him after his mother s death Despite Jason s flaws and his inability to effectively deal with the difficulties in his life I found his character genuine and difficult to dislike I enjoyed being a part of Jason s thoughts while coming to terms with his submissive nature and enjoyed his conversations with HenryThough the time they spent together was rather short Henry is eager to teach Jason while at the same time forming a gradual connectionI hope in time they will fall in love and have a balanced relationship As things are now Jason s precarious situation has me very worried and he still has so much growing p to do I m very much looking forward to the seuel Thanks to Logan for letting me borrow this 375 starsMy review in a sentence Or two Now this is BDSM done well Not that I know jackshit I m just basing my opinion on other crappy books I should also add that after r Even though this story fit the sual mould of BDSM novel ie older Dom younger sub etc I really loved this novel I loved the Ds dynamic and there was enough BDSM to please me too In some novels bdsm and otherwise it is hard to believe that the couple feels any affection for each other It feels cold That is not the case with this book Jason and Henry feel so much affection and love for each other in such a clear and blatant manner that the reader can t help but feel affection for them Jason was mischievous and lovable keeping Henry on his toes Henry was a strong character He was affectionate while maintaining clear dominant control He made the decisions They were a good pairThe author Pirate Barbarian used good grammar I just noted a couple of little mistakes egite instead of iet The story flowed well and made sense There was enough action and tension to make it interesting without there being so much it felt overly dramatic and fakeI didn t give this boo My second novel Bound Forget Me Knot is a very very different story from my first book Heart s HomeIt isn t just that it s a contemporary and pretty hard hitting BDSM novel pun intended It s steamier sexier kinkier and realistically it s purely a romance ie there isn t any kind of major subplot It s also told exclusively from one character s POV rather than alternating between MCs It meant losing some great material like Henry s conversations with other people regarding his new boy but in the end it felt like the best way to tell the storyBound starts out in a real place I know pretty well a science fiction convention specifically ConFusion which I ve been attending for the past 20 years which is only partially true I took a good chunk off in the middle of that 20 years but the point is I was around 20 years ago As for whether or not I ever picked anybody p at a conwell a lady doesn t kiss and tell Seriously as hard hitting as Bound is it is at it s heart a romance It s about two people finding love and acceptance and most of all a place to call homeOne last notemild spoiler I know this presses some people s buttons the wrong way There s some mild infidelity before the relationship gets solidly cemented I knew when I was writing it that it was something that I would take a few hits for but it s the way the story played out Basically sometimes we humans do stupid things especially when we re feeling lost hurt or confused But sometimes out of those moments of stupidity wonderful things are born. Ing to terms with his identity as a submissive and masochist isn’t easy for Jason Suddenly he has to face fear doubt and a best friend who’ll do anything to get him away from “that creep” and back together with the ex boyfriend who ignored him All Jason wants is to be with Henry but what if that means becoming his slave.