Eens I want you Just you Only you WOW handsdown This is one of the sweetiest but also the sexiest book I ever read I really really loved TorKenzi s story I know from outside it looks disturbing this kind of stories but author really did a great job to show me that beautiful connection between TorKenzi Toren is 15 years older than Kenzi and they re know each other from the day she was born but they have an amazing chemistry and that age difference really didn t bother me at all Because I felt their love too And I m glad that they didn t make out with every 10 minutes like a bunnies so that s another reason for me to love this story What can I say I loved every minute of this story Kenzi knows what she wants who she loves and so was Toren too And in that case the heart always gets what it wants 3Ps If you re okay with this age difference I highly recommend this book Trust me that big tattooed guy will make you surprise with his kindness and he will make you swoon image error DNF 27%OkayOkay I just can t finish this thing And I m about to get snarky here I apologize beforehand Okay not really But anyblatantlie I knew the writing was on the wall for me and this book when I read this My brother Tanner usually opens up the shop and I close because he s a morning erson and I m usually up late at night saving lost ets and stalking bad guys You think I m kidding I m not Ohoh boy Well thanks for the clarification That bomb of ridiculous was followed by this little tidbit After I finish the One Man's Justice paperwork bullshit I switch gears and focus on my role as the head of Devils Wolves MC andet rescueDevils Wolves was my brainchild about five years ago fueled by my deep respect for two things that my A Little Hotel On The Side parents instilled in us the love ofets and motorcycles Okayso you are a tatted up badass MC Clubberwho saves Heute Ziehst Du Aus: Roman puppieswhen he s not being an MC badassAND your best friends are BOTHart of two completely separate and yet eually famous rock bands Okay that all just sounds ridiculous to me uite frankly But I was willing to go with itBut thennot only does he save uppieshe and his manly biker friends also get all vigilante on us and break up dog fighting rings at night They aren t copsThey have absolutely NO authority to do this And they are dealing with supposed legit gang bangers who are running dog rings But don t worry All of us are trained fighters and know how to disarm someone Oh geez But the moment it all fell apart for meBadass and his band of merry dog saving MC Clubbers is going to another den of nefarious happenings to break up a fighting ring and save the dogs snortDuring thealtercation baddy sics his it bull on our saviors using German commandsBUT Because he is SO alpha and awesome AND apparently knows German commands Badass gives his own commands overriding baddy s commands and the dog stops his attack and looks to Badass as his new master I m sorry I m just not buying it And then if that wasn t bad enou basically renesmeejacob non Kapriolen Des Schicksals[Roman] paranormalhave kind of rethought some of my thoughtsost readreview so have deleted my review leaving rating I truly wanted to enjoy this one and yeah there were some good The Magnanimous Heart parts hence my three stars rating But when it came down to it it was all anticlimactic and the sexual chemistry was lackingThis is my first book by this author I think and I m kind of doubting her other books This story dragged too much and I felt like I was waiting for something big that never actually cameGet itCameAnti climacticNo Okay lol Storm won me right away Vandal had me on my knees Lukas gave me hopes and feelings and Talon took my heart and breath away So as you can easily tell I have high hopes every time I open a book written by Carian Cole because 1she is one of my favorite authors in this whole wide world and 2 I always end up in love with her stories no matter whatSo how about Torn you ask I ll let you know immediately Tor and Kenzi are winners like the ones before them Since the very first book I read by Carian Cole I knew her writing was just right for me what I didn t know back then was that sheossesses a uniue talent in storytelling empathyIt s not easy to write a story like Torn so owerful hinting on taboo filled with suppressed feelings ain loneliness love and hope It s also not easy as a reader to read "And Enjoyed Said Story "enjoyed said story because at some oints you will feel weird about the history between the two main charactersTor is a hero that will stick with you for a long time due to his beautiful and sorrowful soul He is bigeverywhere wink wink tattooed an ex musician turned mechanic who discarded his dream without a second thought in order to take care of his family and let s not forget an animal savior with a heart of gold Kenzi is beyond her years animal savior with a heart of gold Kenzi is beyond her years s true but still an eighteen year old girl who has dreams and is entirely too much in love with Tor her favorite erson in the world who is always by her side and won t let her down no matter what She is creative sweet and has a huge heart full of love to offer and she won t take no for an answer feisty and romantic like her arents All in all this beautiful romance is so interesting and uniue I ve never read such a story before and I m impressed with the way everything was handled I was mesmerized by their ure love and every little drama filled moment and all the characters not just the main couple It was an absolutely incredible storyline adorned with so many One Day in December passionate scenes and some crazy feelings I fell in love right awayTHOUGHTS ABOUT THE BOOK Big drama right away With the whole family I don t like Sydni Kenzi hoards Tor s things Super adorable She is so down to earth Wow the thing with her mom is creepy Ty sounds very interesting I love how much he cares about animals It s so beautiful Tor is very unsure of himself and that s so cute He is such a caring and givingerson And excruciatingly romantic The Jug story AWWW Her first word was Tor I loved how he dreamt of meeting her in an alternative reality Lukas knows everything The tattooAWWWWW The epilogue was epic I can t wait for Asher s stor. And we can't deny we were meant to be together The heart wants what the heart wants and it doesn't care about age or how we met My father cares though And he's the one erson neither one of us can stand to hurt We're all being torn apart and I don't know how to make everyone see that the wrongs are actually right Torn can be read as a single boo. E for a forbidden romance with an age gap but grooming No never Like I understand that this is supposed to be taboo and I get that but it was just too much for me and honestly made me a little sick to my stomach to read which is really saying something Whenever I saw a flashback coming I just had such a gross and visceral reaction I hated it I truly hated it Like I hated it than I have words for And I love myself and I refuse to ush myself through something I am truly hating But if you think you can handle this book s grossness taboo content then I d maybe give it a try because all of my friends have loved this one So take my review with a grain of salt But also be aware that the grooming vibes are real and resent in this story Blog Instagram Twitter Tumblr Youtube TwitchBuddy Read with Vanessa from Vynexa I also read this for Contemporary a thon 4 StarsOverall Opinion I liked this one much than I thought I would I wasn t the biggest fan of the only book I ve read from this author Storm so when I realized that it was a spin off after I was already reading it I was a little worried ButI loved Tor He was amazingly sweet and I so wanted him to get a HEA This didn t feel dirty at all to me When some readers might see that whole He s loved me since the day I was born line in the blurb it might come off as gross or unappealing Yes they loved each other instantly when she was born but that love evolved as they aged They were soul mates 15 years is a lot to be different in age but I never felt skeeved out by it because of their obvious connection and how mature the h was It even got a little mushy and I was ok with it It was romantic My only complaint is that I wanted some time after they got everything figured with them as a couple and interacting with others and their family I felt like the ending was a little too abrupt for my liking and even though I liked the epilogue I m greedy and I wanted Brief Summary of the Storyline This is Kinzi and Tor s story They have shared a strong connection since the day she was born and that connection changed throughout time It went from family to friend to One night their worlds are shaken when they both see each other differently They fight their attraction for a while but eventually give in and build on that strong connection and fall deeply in love There is some ex and family drama as well as some hot sexy timesand they get a HEA endingPOV This alternated between Kinzi and Tor s POV It also went from flashbacks to Out of the Box present tense which I lovedOverall Pace of Story Good I never skimmed and I thought it flowed well see closure sectionInstalove No They ve known each other since Kinzi was bornH rating 5 stars Tor He was sweet he was sexy he was loyal and he saved abused animalshe was awesomeh rating 4 stars Kinzi I liked her She was mature for her age and I appreciated her desire to just have a family to loveSadness level Low No tissues neededPushPull Yes view spoiler The H fights his feelings at first andushes the h away The h The First Secret of Edwin Hoff pursues the relationship at first hide spoiler I don t want him to be any sort of uncle to me or be my dad s best friend I want him to be MINE DEEP BREATH Since this is a taboo romance I want to I start this review by answering all of the uestions I had myselfrior to reading it Age gap YES 15 years Blood relatives NO Underage sex NO YEARLY KEEP READING I have to applaud Carian Cole for creating a uniue unconventional and delicate situation and shaping it into such a beautiful friends to lovers romance Once you strip all the technicalities away you are left with two characters whose friendship developed into love Kenzi the heroine is born into a family of famous teen musicians They have to be away from her uite often and so they have their best friend Toren help babysit and essentially raise her They are all 15 at the time by the way Does this look like a normal situation No So why expect a normal result So you can robably see where this is going right Kenzi grows up and once she turns 18 the relationship between her and Toren starts changing The torment was handled very well here These two understand erfectly well how they will be crucified in their immediate social circles and yet the ull between them "Is So Strong That The "so strong that the is inevitable How will Kenzi s father react to his best friend being with his little girl I loved both of the characters to bits Kenzi is a sweet and brave girl who follows her heart to get what she wants Toren is a gentle soul who is all man with some savageness to him I loved how he saw Kenzi and how fiercely he loved her I m staring down at cleavage for days surrounded by thin teasing black lace that I want to chew through to get to her In the scheme of things these two grew up together The transformation from caretaker to friend to lover was very well done He is her first love and she is his too On a side note I would like to add that the hero in this book spends his free time rescuing stray animals Carian Cole s books feature ets and she donates to PET RESCUE from her roceeds So not only would you be getting an awesome story to enjoy but also a satisfaction of helping an animal in need Highly recommended to those who love tabooforbidden love stories friends to lovers tropes and super animal in need Highly recommended to those who love tabooforbidden love stories friends to lovers tropes and super yet highly erotic reads with tons of anticipation and sexual tension I might have been itching no joke This was a buddy read with my friend AmyLouAldaMay There was no bitching and moaning needed in this one but there s always next time 3 35 Stars Why is it acceptable to get involved with a total stranger who could do any number of things to hurt you or betray you but not get involved with someone who has cared about you since the day you were bornIs it all a Author s Note Please note there is NO underage sex in this book There is NO incest or blood relation in this book This is NOT an MC Club story This is NOT erotica This is a slow burn romance This book is intended for readers 18 years and older I want you to be my first I want you to be my last I want you to be all the in betw. Him and I love him I always have He loves me tooTor's one of the good guys Loving Devoted A strong moral compass One kiss between us rocked him clear off his axis Now we can't forget how that kiss felt and what it changed Nothing will ever be the same between us I know he's struggling with his feelings but I'm determined I'm not a little girl any.
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